At times in the last week I have felt like I was drowning.
Between lack of sleep as Bethany has been waking between 3 and 10 times a night for the last few months.
Finances so tight from having to get school uniforms, school books, school fees coming up and Wade bringing home a notice for a school camp with payment needed of $150 before the 18th Feb making me want to hide and dealing with the older kids Dad, being pregnant etc
I have days where I want to cry all the time. Last night we resorted to medicating Bethany, which I really don't agree with but desperation had us on the edge.
Today I felt so much better until Mike and I started talking about our credit card tonight. Now I want to cry again.
I am not sure if I am depressed or if it is just circumstances ganging up on me with preggy hormones.
If I am not feeling better in a week or two I will be taking myself off to the dr.
Anyway onto stitching updates, my screamer this week was Watergarden
Due to my feeling so bad I was going to start something new as I just couldn't settle with this and nothing appealed from my wip's alas I had nothing fully kitted so instead pulled out
Lady of the Mist to do some stitching on
So not much progress on either really. I am now back to Bethanys birth sampler.
I am feeling so so so sad and I just need to write about it somewhere. I don't want to put this on facebook.* A few days ago I got th...